© freakyryo-

lesson & gyming...

damn tired today..

almost fall a slp during lesson...

think tat's all abt today....

nite..


the song tat i love recently....


(So Sick)


Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love so ngs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?


Again someone say im a mixed.. am i really look like a mixed???

gym after lesson abt 1pm..

after gym went to paly table tennis till 5pm...

went to cut my hair at fareast... and had my dinner there also..

home around 9pm...

blog and do my planing for my project...

going to wake at 3.45am to watch soccer..

nite...


just ate wife cake... it had been soo longgg since i last ate... dun wan tok abt this.

so tired the last weeken...


went to bugis after sch on friday....


went to orchard on satday...

went to fareast with thiam on sunday... cos he wan to cut his hair...


after tat thiam and leng came to my hosue watch soccer and play...


went to had supper with them at 2:30am till 5+am..


home den play com awhile and slpt around 8am..


being wake by zi long call abt 9am.. cos i was late by the soccer game le...


soccer till 1pm from 9+am..


tired....


both mentally & physically are tired...


nothing to say...






haha.... Fenerbahce 2-5 Arsenal

well done Gunners...

wake around 5.30am to watch soccer...

abt 6.30am bathe den leave house for sch le...

was so hungry this morning... dunno y man..

had been starving myself from house to sch.. tat was long...

went to gym after lesson.... hurt my shoulder... luckily it was not tat bad...

had my hair cut at 3pm... be the model again as they got exam today...

not bad the hair cut... haha.. actually look no different...

went to TM meet frens as they went to enjoy themselves when i was having hair cut...

home to give tuition cos bro was not free... so ask me to replace....

tats all for today...

take care friendss...
good nite...



1st day of the week..


everythings was ok..

went to TM after lesson to buy bag..

was fun with them at TM...

gd to my self and my class...

tml test... jia you!

gd nite everyone.... take care...














wake in the morning to play soccer....

the game was like so rough today....

ass la... think my keen gone le la.. everytime also like tat..

after soccer went home bath den out...

saw ppls fight... 1 of them got hit by a chair and the chair broke... think the person sure half dead de.. was totally lie flat on the floor....

home to watch soccer...

blog den slp le... tired and the leg was....



(一半 )


一直等 一个人 等了好久

这一场 独角戏 是很寂寞

春夏秋冬 我的窗口只有风景懂

爱的深 有多深 我也不懂

你走后 我的心 变的脆弱

听一首歌 也觉得痛但我谁也没有说

右边的座位 右边的枕头

都已经空了那么久

没你守侯 那是因为 我已经看透

没有你的爱 这个我只是一半

不哭了 不笑了

为谁留泪我也不明白

没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半

我固执 的等待

等风再把你带回来


SORRY GUO MING & EUN

Guo ming: sry.. cos of me u get soclded...

Eun: Was not really in the mood to talk today and i not really feeling well too.. tired + the weather are so hot...

went to touch-up my hair today cos they need model...sch 1...

finish everythings around 5pm den home..

take care every1... gd nite...



(失恋学)


初恋那个夏天我们学会热恋

要快乐有条件幸称有要诀

后来牵手很累我们学会告别

低估了想念

越想越危险越想见

我们忘了学怎么失恋

深夜该怎么不掉眼泪

还不了解爱的情节

一旦下了片不再上演

我们忘了学怎么失恋

移情别恋治不好失眠

偏让那不经意的遇见

却视而不见

我们都掩着

哭红了的双眼


Still feeling unwell... can't even really gym...

today the weather was so hot!!

den dunno wat happen to the air-con... not working!! die man...

wanted to go sch's gym but the hall is occupide till next week... sian la...

after lunch went to TM with wei long, leng, derek & kelvin to collect Jay's new album.... wei long bought it..

had a walk at jp with kelvin till 5 like tat den home...

rest till 7+pm had my dinner after tat went to gym...

home abt 10.30pm...

blog and bed around 11.20pm..

gd nite... take care peoples...
(off 11.34)







(花海)



静止了 所有的花开

遥远了 清晰的爱

天弥漫 爱却更喜欢

那时候 我不懂 这叫爱

你喜欢 站在那窗台

你好久 都没再来

彩色的世界染上空白

是你流的泪云开

不要你离开 距离隔不开

思念变成海 在窗外进不来

原谅说太快 爱成了阻碍

手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开 回忆花不开

请你等重来 我在等待重来

天空仍灿烂 她爱着大海

情歌被打败 爱已不存在

你喜欢 站在那窗台

你好久 都没再来

彩色的世界染上空白

是你流的泪云开

不要你离开 距离隔不开

思念变成海 在窗外进不来

原谅说太快 爱成了阻碍

手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开 回忆花不开

请你等重来 我在等待重来

天空仍灿烂 她爱着大海

情歌被打败 爱已不存在

*为了这份爱 我愿意重新等待*


This few days was not feeling well…

Frens pls take care of urself k..

Basically nth to blog for today… just a tiring day for me.. 8hr lesson…

Gym with bro at nite abt 11 like tat..

After bathe den blog and off to bed le..

gd nite.. take care everyone...
(1am)






*some pics taken on sunday*



















Sch starting in few hr time.... sian....

think i going to lose my voice le...

ytd and today also drnk...

aunt called us ytd nite after soo long since she went to U.S.A... hope to see her soon..

leg was still bit pain.. went to play for 2hr badmintion ytd...

wanted to cut my hair today but eveyone say my hair still ok... so nv cut lor..

went to suntec's K-box with sis and her bf... drink and sing.. got bit sore throat...

after "K" we went to meet bro and parent for flyer....

mum was bit scare when she went up the flyer... but overall we enjoy it...

will upload the pics tml...

home around 10.30pm...

post den slp le.. cos tml got sch.....

gd nite... take care friends..
(off 11:55pm)






(我还想她)



泪水将我淹没

到底谁该难过

究竟是谁放掉这段感情

我才终于明白

奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

狠了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白

奔不到的承诺

就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

狠了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱

我不痛

我不懂

我的心早已掏空

真心话言不由衷

请告诉她 我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

狠了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她

我还想她

就让沉默代替所有回答


woke up around 9+ in the mornig...

went to jurong east's gym with frens....

after gym went to had our lunch..

cos raining so we cant go swim...

slak at saloon after lunch and also to wait for the rain to stop...

abt 3.30pm the rain finally stoped.... so we went to swim......

so cold! and feel so gd...

bathe and home around 6pm....

tired...



(爱太痛)



吃不能吃 睡不能睡

没有了你 全都不对

我都学不会 把爱敷衍

用笑容来把眼泪催眠

哭不能哭 笑不能笑

没有了你 全都不对

朋友都说这 不过失恋

但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了

我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了

能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了

我不能够 不能够不爱了

went to jurong west at abt 7pm..

went there to bring shi jie to make a police report

cos he was alomost beaten by a few pai kia...

done everything at 8pm..

after tat we went for dinner...

have a chat with them after dinner

went to play bball with them abt 9pm

sian!!! my leg.... again... WTH..

back home abt 11pm den bathe and online...

tat's all...

take care friendsss...gd nite (2:30AM)

(小丑鱼)

我在你身边游来游去　我不敢出声　看着他亲吻你

眼不能闭　看你的唇印还在那里　你隔着玻璃所以听不见　

我在叹息

说不出口的秘密　永远活在小小的世界里

仅存一点稀薄的氧气　是否够我继续撑下去

这件脱不下来的外衣　还是你喜欢的橘

我不能确定　是否你曾经注意　我的眼泪留在透明的水里

★LADY LADY ONE MORE TRY　再试着了解我的爱 　

发不出声音的感慨　选择作朋友的无奈 　

LADY LADY ONE MORE TRY　提醒我何时该走开 　

只要你偶尔想起来　我就住在那片海

等我转过身　看你眼神　才知道自己　想得太过天真　伤得太深

爱来的时候　划破沉闷　我早该知道　你终究不是我　该爱的人

黑暗中两眼无神　夜里不再为我开盏灯

始终不敢将爱说出口　当然没有资格去竞争

恋爱和失恋同时发生　怪自己枉费青春

我输得彻底　把脸深埋在水里面　却还要演好这一场戏

那片海　眼看就要让我愈来愈远　回不来

从此　你的不愉快　那么遥远　谁听你埋怨

再说一遍　说一遍

我在你身边　给你一点点愉快就　会心甘情愿回到大海

LADY LADY ONE MORE TRY　再试着了解我的爱

发不出声音的感慨　选择作朋友的无奈

LADY LADY ONE MORE TRY　提醒我何时该走开

只要你偶尔想起来　我就住在那片海　那片海

Nth much to post abt today...

went to play soccer in the mornig with uncle and zi long they all..

so long nv play le since zi long went to NS....

my keen pain again... old problem... sian...

wanted to go take flyer but bro can't make it....

think tat's all abt today....

takecare friends....
gd nite...
(12:37am)




*You look so beautiful

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

So i try to find the words that i could say

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding*



*离不开的却离开，抓不住想抓的爱

怪自己活该

我的未来 你不来，我的故事很无奈

我注定失败

你在我心里打了死结

绑住孤单 在我的世界

你带走的快乐 我没了知觉

一个人面对每个日夜

你在我心里打了死结

绑住孤单 在我的世界

找不到你的我 已失去一切*


It was a tiring day....

ytd nite went to play mahjong from 12am till this morning 7am...

had a slp till 12+pm den online for while...

abt 3pm went to had my lunch with bro...

after lunch went for my driving lesson...

tat's all abt today...



take care everyone....







(真的，我没事)


On and on, the pain goes on

And it wouldn't just wouldn't die

我竟远比想像中软弱且无能为力

对你的眼神选择了逃避恨自己恨自己

On and on, the pain lives on

It's hurting so much more

就像我被悔不当初的罪恶吞去

惩罚过后能否带来解脱I'll be fine I'll be fine

So many cried, listening to God

让坚强不只是种伪装

So many lies, listening to you

天亮后I will be fine On and on, the pain goes on and

I just don't know how to cope

伸手抱住自己是否就能够不再空虚

最后信念别放弃I will be fine I will be fine

So many cried, listening to you

希望你能再给我力量 I will be fine So many lies,

listening to you什么时候I will be fine

当我再也不对任何事期待只剩下你只剩下你

有天当我舍弃一切见你请你要微笑不语

So many cried, listening to you

希望你能再给我力量

I will be fine So many lies,

listening to you什么时候I will be fine


when to JB shop with Thiam & CJ in the afternoon...

saw Han Kuan at JP.. so long nv see him le.. haha

had our dinner over there...(Sushi King)

the foods was not bad.. but the service still can be better..

it was fun...

bought le some shirt...

back to spore around 11+pm den went to had my supper....

home abt 1+am...




wat can i say???

lost of words...



off to bed(2.30am)

gd nite...

take care...