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*Sunday* 29/06/08



Ytd nite went for a late nite movie till 2+am den had my supper..
home abt 3am den bath and read news paper after tat slp....
woke at 10am den went to play soccer...



tired of everythingsssss...
just play HARD and make my self tired to throw away everythingssss even it will hurt....
Half Alive...



"Half Alive"



It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight


*Friday* 27/06/08



"Maybe"


Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
Better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)


*Thuday* 26/06/08



Got A for my both Subject and GPA 4


nth to say..
thinking.......
gd nite..



"Vulnerable"


Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
Because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And you're slowly shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl, you're not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I am much more you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything, I promise I can be what you need

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible


*Sunday* 22/06/08


*Friday* 13/06/08


Woke in the morning abt 7.45am like..
after bath den went back to sce sch to watch the junior councllor's dance..
den at abt 12pm went home and get my things den went to gym with bro..
had my lunch at 3+pm..
after lunch den have a rest till 5pm..
after the rest den went to play soccer all the way till 9pm...
had my dinner after played...
home abt 10pm bath and rest..
going to watch soccer at 12am till 5am..

Tired... :)


tat's all..
nite...


*Tueday* 10/06/08










was v tired this morning.. cos ytd watch soccer till 5am..
went out at abt 4pm..
home around 11am..
after bath den had my supper and den watch soccer...
sign off 2.24am..

nite....


my new jacket... just bought it today..









the drink was so big... it's call "ocean love"






Spain 4 - 1 Russia *Villa hat-trick* Villa rox!



*Monday* 9/06/08


Went to play Bball at 7am..
ended at 10pm den went eat...
after eat den home..
the bus was dame longggg...
reach home at 12am...



nite...


*Sunday* 8/06/08



Went to aunt house malaysia..
tat's all..

nite


*Friday* 6/06/08



Dun feel like blogging...
sry..


nite


*Thuday* 5/06/08


im so tired after a day without rest...


(Ytd) 4/06/08 Till (Today) 5/06/08

went MaC had my breakfast in the morning..
after bf den went to gym with CJ..
tired after the gym..
went to have our lunch at abt 3pm.. we ate alot! we order half a chicken and add rice.... :)
after lunch back home to bath and do some house and den went out again..
went to JP and wanted to watch movie but there are no nice movies to watch so we went to borrow VCD from Eun and CJ bought a VCD also..
we finish the 2 CD in the nite from 10+ till 3+am, had our supper at abt 12+am den back for our show...
woke at 5am to charge my HP den back slp again...
went to sch at abt 8am for revision...
ended revision at 11am den eat and home...
back home around 2pm den slp all the way till 6pm..
after dinner watch tv den study for a while..

sign off........


nite...


*Tueday* 3/06/08


Today exam was ok.. not bad... hope i done well..
1 more to go on friday.. jia you..
ended exam at 10am, went to cafe have a drink den home..
reach JP at abt 11+am den had my lunch over there..
back home abt 2pm den slpt till 6pm...
after dinner den online chat, watch tv and slack...
bed at 1.30am like tat den goin to wake at 3am to watch soccer...(France vs Colombia) International Friendly




This is for Joey
Know u had done well keep it up... proud of u.. jia you!!

nite...


*Monday* 2/06/08



GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!

tml exam le hope i can do well....


GO! GO! GO! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!



nite...


*Sunday* 1/06/08


Woke up at abt 8am like tat..
rain again but only for while.
had my breakfast at abt 10am den went to play soccer...
play till 1pm like tat den we went to have some drink..
back home at abt 2+pm den bath and eat..
study for a while den went to have a rest...
went for dinner with mum & dad at abt 8pm..
den at abt 11pm i went down to buy fruits and mike..
back around 12.20am den blog and slp...

wanted to go The Click Five Concert de but alone some more exam is just 2 day away only so did't go..


nite...


*Satday* 31/05/08